Thursday, October 20, 2011

Is This What I Think It Is?

Five more days.
Five more days until one month. One month of complete and total happiness. One month of spending all of my time with someone who actually understands me. One month of getting to know a pretty amazing family. One month of not really caring what happens to me because I know that at the end of the day, I have her to turn to. One month of completely loving life. One month of falling head over heals for a girl that I wish I could spend every second of the day with.
But it feels like it has been so much longer.
Every moment I am not with her feels like forever, and I want to know why.
Am I in love? Is she the one? Is this the person I am meant to spend the rest of my life with?
I have no idea. Its too soon to tell.
But I sure do hope so.

Monday, October 17, 2011

No Need For a Silver Lining

Sliver lining?
There is none.
For my skies are not gray,
And the sun is not shining.
If anything,
Its faded black
And the sun is hiding.
Hiding from the truth
The truth about life and death.
That they are real
And that there is no infinite youth.
Oh, but there is a moon.
A symbol that someday,
And someday soon,
The tides will change.
A symbol that all these things
That seem insane
Will slowly become
A distant pain
Hidden by a scar.
So no,
I see no silver lining.
But I know
A change in the tide is comming 

Sunday, October 16, 2011

I Think I'm In Love

Let me tell you about my best friend.
Shes beautiful.
Shes smart.
Shes fun to be around.
Shes nerdy.
She has the most amazing family.
She understands me.
Shes forgiving.
Shes loving.
She makes me laugh.
I want to be with her every day, hour, minuet, and second of my life.
I'm slowly falling in love with her.
Shes my girlfriend.
And I am so glad shes mine.

Saturday, October 15, 2011


You are better than no one.
Just because someone has made some mistakes in their life that you haven't, gives you no right to say you are worth more than them. Everyone makes mistakes. Everyone slips up from time to time. Why can't we as human beings understand that concept? Why can't we just accept the fact that no one is perfect?
No one is perfect.
In fact, our imperfections are what make us who we are. The mistakes we have made in the pasts slowly made the person that currently sits in the present. Every bad decision, every bump on the road, it helps distinguish you from everyone else. So why do we look down on others for the mistakes they have made? I believe I know the answer.
It helps us feel better about our own pasts, our own mistakes, and our own imperfections. 
Now even though this is more than likely the right answer, I still do not think its a justifiable reason to look down on others. I do not believe that it is right to make yourself feel better by pointing out others faults. What I do believe, however, is that we all need to learn to accept one another's faults and realize that we are all equal. That no matter what, one person is no greater than the other.
Just accept it.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
No words can better describe how I feel. 9/25/11

Unreliable Sources

The dictionary definition is knowledge communicated or received concerning a particular fact or circumstance; news. We have many ways of obtaining information, such as the news, the internet, word of mouth, and even classrooms and teachers.
So how is it that even with all of the ways that we have to obtain information, we always have false information?
There is always some false rumor, some stupid lie that floats around that everyone believes. Rumors that someone is cheating on their girlfriend. Rumors that someone will be fired from their job. Rumors that a girl is a slut.
Lies that drive friends apart, ruin peoples lives, and end loving relationships.
The source of these, in my opinion, is the stupidity of most human beings. We believe everything we hear. We never think before we speak. And most of all, our inability to keep our mouth shut about things that aren't our business. Allot of times we start these rumors without knowing what we have done. Most of all, we ruin peoples lives.
Without ever giving it a second thought.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Almost Forgotten Memories

Believe it or not, I miss you. We may have our fights, but no matter what, you are practically my brother. So why can't we just forget the past and just start again? I miss our random adventures through Wal-Mart, our perilous adventures of perilous peril, and our long journeys through my driveway. I miss our wobbly table at CiCi's and our songs about Mexicans. So maybe, just maybe, for once we can both put our differences aside and just hang out.
Like old times.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Outside Looking In

The one word that sums me up perfectly. I fit in not where. Don't get me wrong, I have friends, but I've never truly feel "at home" anywhere. I have moved around most of my life. I've never stayed in more than one place for more than a couple years. So I guess you could say that it is expected for me to feel out of place.
But who likes standing outside the window watching everyone on the inside have fun?